I apologize in advance for the schmaltz.
Years ago as an anniversary gift, my mom gave my husband and I a framed print of "The Road Not Taken" by Robert Frost It was her way of affirming our
knucklehead decisions. I've always had the knack for choosing the hard road. In comparison to many, I've had it easy. But, for me and my hardened heart, it's been hard. The fruits of that road have been plentiful, by the grace of God. I'm sure He knew what he was doing when he planted the desires of my heart. He knew a challenging profession and working motherhood would teach me to become more humble. He knew working in a high poverty school district would help me see the face of Christ in everyone. He knew a smallish house that needs repairs would teach me discipline. He knew an artist husband would teach me to look beyond material success. He knew a child with some special needs would teach me patience and understand true self worth. He knew all these decisions would lead me toward the very, very beginning stages of understanding redemptive suffering. And he knew all the other stuff I didn't decide on like breast cancer in my mom, secondary infertility and chronic fatigue would prepare my heart to accept His will, not mine.
In the midst of the difficulty, He sent me something that was easy and sweet and beautiful. He sent me something I never dreamed of having because of lifelong allergies. He sent me something that soothes my soul and the only sadness and pain associated with her is that fact that she won't be with us forever. He sent me Cookie.
Cookie on the first day at our home- 11/15/09. She was 8 years old and in the local shelter for the second time in her life. We are so glad she found us!
What a beautiful, God-filled reflection on the challenges of your life and how beauty has come from them. Thanks for sharing!
ReplyDeleteShe looks like a sweetie!
ReplyDeleteon the original post, I had The Road Less Traveled, instead or The Road Not Taken. Oops!! One should never confuse Robert Frost for M. Scott Peck ;)
ReplyDeleteAwwwww, I prefer cats, but she is a cutie!!! :) so glad you have her, pets are amazing companions!
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